Where to start...first of all i'm totally burnt out in sl. I work too much and get no recognition anyway, I need to get back to fun. I don't even really want to log on anymore. The bitches are still bitches and the asshats still asshats as usual heh.I love how people think they are better then you in sl... oh look at me my avi is hot and I dance in lines I must be better then you, well fyi your not, your just empty lost souls in sl looking for something your missing from rl like I am. your not better.

Sigh..Mandrax and I broke up on our anniversary, he wasn't on much he said lol I seen him once a week. but since Monday when it happened he's been on everyday, 5 days in a row more then I ever got. I come to believe that all men in sl are scum rat losers. and I found out today and I'm laffing my ass off actually :) that somone who got married to the so called man of their dreams hahah.. well the guy has been flirting in IM with other girls. so suck it bitch hes scum too.

ah then there is Rl... I been making secret plans for my escape from my marriage. I'm leaving I can't take the mental abuse any longer it's killing me and destroying my once happy outgoing soul. My mother noticed that I'm no longer the happy positive girl I used to always be, as I think about it 99% of my thoughts are negative and making me sick. I tried to take my life this week. the only reason I do not is because i would never want to hurt my mother. I could only hope that one day I could emmulate her beautiful soul. But for now I'll be an unhappy drone that I am, log onto sl work unhappy cliquey jobs with selfish cowcunts, for now i'll keep planning my escape in rl. Today is a new day and today is when i start being positive and get myself back, I miss her she was fun and loving.

As for Sl men.. your all rats and no one will ever be good enough for me no one. My heart is too big for Sl I think lol. but im gonna continue being me fuck the rest :)